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Caw cawitshalloween everybodyand damn it look at the guy in the silly face. He looks just like your mom and I did back before we started telling people to clean up after themselves. Check the new costume and the compensation and know that there is only a few things that we want and what better time toshow those things then the time that isw is acceoptable to portray that is toportray. Either way it si dark and bats flutter and eyes fltter makeup glowes and every young pretty thing dresses as a slut.But they say I am a xcriminal or I am fugitive and they are exactly fugitives. Becsause everyone is a fuggit8ive from smething or other. It might not be Halloween that you are running from or showing what you are running from but you are f=running away as fast as your littlw legs can centipedally move and wiggle. Sand the time will continue t0 clisck away from you as your haiur starts falling out or getting shaggy oir face dripping aned scaly and age yes age and no, you say. But nothing is going to change that. Right? Only your working toward the dream thazt has been there xseince you were zble to dream in the first place. Otherwixse ther is no fucking culmination oif it, the goal. Don’t get too tired up and coached up and told up about what it is all sxupposed to be about but keep the faith fuck…fuck..fuck. And you can loose everything you think y09u had or might have had.An dyou can think you jkade the call.And you can think that it’s all going to work itself out because you are beyojhnd yong and don’t shy don’t shy. But just whaen you know you can get there, you are confronted with an other swcared person who looks at you and walksx away. Sdo you think you can move. You can mve to another city or another country but you are left with the sdame agonizing realizatiuon that is you. An dwe are all the same in that regard. At least some of us are admitting that at this point. Tinker tinker off. But should have. And every little tiny tiny circuit twitch on the sabboth. I love you go d and and you love me god and god wi8ll be for noioikjhjklj. No moe loathing of the self.No more. Just a cocktail or two…more.